Lost Love

To a relation going sour to what was a long time
The love that seemed to fade
Never knowing it was never there
Standing upon clear water
To ripples upon what we have
Hidden deep within no meaning
To confrontations that led me to hide, feelings so deep inside
To hold feelings that no one ever touched
Like the whispers upon others in a gentle way
Gaining strength from the love of others
Closing the door to what we had
I walk my way to freedom
I hid deep inside
Knowing you would never understand what I was doing
The road became a endless journey
Words I wrote were no meaning to your heart
Your coldness that shattered my soul
Held no meaning to my heart
Knowing we would never share those moments together
I walked the waters with my head hanging low
My heart shadowed by words I could only expel from my soul
That came deep inside like deep water endless in a current flow
Like a whirlpool
Pulled deeper and deeper in
The time growing short and age upon me
The happiness I wanted
Drowned by sorrow from inside
Pushed away by your arms in shadows that held the hurt
I knew there was no return
Knowing my age was robbed but my soul was strong
I went on sharing my love and grasping the souls of many
Reaching to help and cure their pain
To the love that was within
Sharing with others, as the deep waters drowned my feelings for you
As we soon departed are feelings for each other
In the blackness of are inner souls

@Hanger
 

Listen to the music and closing your eyes
You can feel the pain that is hidden, that flows
within the music as your soul opens to the mood I set.
With expressions setting a interpretation to the music felt ,
 you will know the feelings I felt from the inner soul.
Toppling what lied silent for years, now inter peace within.
I can reach out and show what it is when alone.